The Lord's Speaking and I'm Hearing!

     Well, last night was a rough time for me. I did not go to bed until about 5:30 or 5:45 this morning and got up around 6:45 am to get Breanna ready for school for Alex. All I could think about was drugs, and these things of the past. Honestly, I was kinda fearful and I just kept getting so nauseous thinking about all these things. Remember old things that have gone on in my life is not how I want to spend my nights in bed! :( This morning I was talking to Alex about it, and she prayed for me, and she also said that it could be Satan attacking me because I was going to be getting up early and I wanted to have a quiet time with the Lord after I put Breanna on the bus. And now that I am thinking about that, I believe that was what happened. Satan wants to see me struggle!!!
     While I was having my quiet time earlier the Lord spoke really loud to me like Alex had prayed earlier on for me. This is what He said to me, "Jordan, your troubles may be many to you, but to me they are nothing. For with Me, ALL things are possible! I have said not to worry about tomorrow and I meant that! One day you'll be where you need to be in life, just keep trusting in Me! You are doing good, and always remember I am by your side." I just heard it going on in my head, and just began writing it all down in my journal! :) 
     Also, I have been reading Restoring America's Conscience by Ron Boehme, and this is a really good book! In the third chapter, it talks about being free to serve God, and it talks about the Bible's clear facts. One says, "No one will ultimately get away with any wrong behavior (Ecclesiastes 12:14, Romans 2:3)", and that really spoke to me. I feel like the Lord is telling me to quit worrying about others, Family, Friends and such, and to keep moving forward in my walk with Him, and in life, because He will bring it all out, good or evil. And that means a lot to me with everything that's been going on in my Family situation. Other things I have heard from the Lord, about repentance, "God hates sin (Psalm 7:11, Proverbs 8:13)", He told me to repent daily not just because I need to to continue on this journey the right way, but because I have such a fire in me that He's willing to ignite and protect.
     
     Thank you everyone for your daily prayers, I hope this post has encouraged you, and enlightened you! I love you all.


xoxo
jordan