Beautiful...

     I know that there are times when I say untrue, negative things about myself...okay so maybe not sometimes, more like all the time!!! But what I have been trying to comprehend since I've been at Fatherheart is that I shouldn't let anyone define me other than God. And His word says in Song of Soloman 4:7, "You are all together beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you." So why do I let Satan put these things in my head about myself. I am made just the way that God wants me to be. It doesn't matter what I look like to other people, because I have learned that God loves me no matter what I look like. 

     I love the verse in Psalm 139:14, "I will praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are you works; my soul knows it very well." And to be honest, my soul does know it very well. I have nothing but praise to give to the Father for everything He has and will continue to do for me and my son with both of our lives. 

     I have recently received more pictures of Zane, and a video of him playing. He's already so big!! He turned a month old on friday! :( And Logan told me in a letter that he's already out of newborn everything!! Wow! He's a little fatty! Haha! :) That's definitely my child. I cannot wait to see what God has instore for him!

     Something to pray about for me, is my situation with my probation...

I am getting released from the dr on Thursday, so that means I can hopefully start cleaning houses and doing babysitting jobs or whatever people need done to earn money to pay that off. I have faith in the Lord that all will come through! :) So if you have any ideas or openings just let me know...

Thanks for all the prayers. My journey in adoption seems to be getting easier and easier by the day! 

jordan