Word..

I normally try and write blog posts about my journey of adoption, that normally consists of information about Ethan and etc. But today is different. 

Today at CCF, the Lord clearly spoke to me about fully taking up my cross and following Him. Pastor David really brought a good message, and it meant so much to me. How many times in the past have you gotten distracted in life? I know that it happens to us all! I have been really consistent about staying in the Word lately, and have had a ton of revelations going on. But I think and wonder have a truly threw everything down and taken up my cross and been a full follower of Jesus Christ. I want to say that I have but I think now that I thought I was... I don't know if that makes sense to you or not, but to me it means a lot. 

Then tonight at family night, the speaker spoke on "Where are we going?"

Now I know what I "want" to do in life, and what I "think" I should do in life, but I came to the realization that with God, that doesn't matter!!! I won't get nowhere unless it's His plan. Our ultimate goal is to be with the Father, and I can't wait! I am now seeking confirmation again from the Lord for my Vision and calling in life. 

I hope that you can pray with me about the Lord speaking so clearly about what my calling truly is....

thanks

jordan

xoxo