Today, I participated in The Church United in Prayer event at CCF. It was a moment to worship the Lord, and to just be with Him, while praying for ourselves, children, family marriage, and the country.
As some of the Father Heart staff were praying over life and the Spirit of Adoption, I was praying for my son Zane. I felt the Lord tell me that I was to pray for him. I also heard the Lord speak to me. He told me that what I'm doing in and with my life here at Father Heart and with my adoption is exactly right. That I'm allowing satan to come in and bring the spirit of depression and bring all these wrong things on me. I need to continue my walk in this adoption, and having feelings, but remembering all the GOOD things that have come out of everything. And no matter what anyone says, I'm doing the right thing. My son is WELL taken care of, and loved, and will have everything I couldn't have given him. I loved him so much to give him life, and a family that includes a mommy and a DADDY! I couldn't be more thankful for having the spirit of adoption in me!!!! And I am looking forward to continuing to hear that STILL SMALL VOICE!!! :) :) :)
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I'm so proud of you Jordan. Keep listening to your Heavenly Father. His lovingkindness for both you and Zane is better than life. He will continue to carry you through... One day at a time. Love you, Miss Ann (Lindsey's mom)
ReplyDeleteI'm proud of you too, Jordan. Journaling your heart, speaking out the truth of God's faithfulness, pressing through a tough journey by leaning on God and his understanding. Heather and I love you and are thankful we have gotten to know you. You are one special lady.
ReplyDeleteThe Father is so pleased and understands the GRACE needed now for you. We are here for you and love you Jordan. We are learning as you teach us the process of adoption.
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