Well, it sure has been a while since I have wrote on this blog. A lot of things have changed and have happened. A lot of emotions, and feelings have been going on. Ethan will be 1 year old in 3 weeks. Which will come quickly! Just like this past year has! :( 

A lot of payments have been sent into probation. Some people will look at my left remaining total and say it's going to take a long time, but not me! I have a lot of faith that the Lord will provide for me!!!! No matter what job, or money I make, the Lord will create a way for me to pay my dues!! I have come to the realization that I am building up my integrity and trust with these people. 

I am still in the Aftercare Program with Living Alternatives. And am continuing to move forward, slowly but surly! :) Last month, we celebrated the 30th Anniversary and had the yearly banquet. Such an honor to be a part of this ministry, even if they are still ministering to me! :) I am still working at the Anchorage Cafe, but new things are brewing up there for me. Last month, I worked in the IS Dept, filling in for a lady while she was on medical leave. I loved the feeling of having a FULLTIME JOB! :) Haha. I have continued to move forward there too!

Now, onto the biggest change in my life...
Ethan Richard will be tuning 1 in just 3 weeks!! I can't believe he's been in this world for almost a year!!! How am I taking it? Well, so far kinda on the fence about everything! People continue to ask me about what Christmas will look like for me, and frankly, I have no idea! I could be doing great or I could be sad! I honestly don't know!!! Here's my thinking about Ethan's birthday, on the 27th... I want to throw him a party and take pictures and send them to him, and just show him that I am thinking about him and celebrating with him!!! I can't believe that Logan and Kurt have been in my life for already a year! Ethan had had some many milestones in these past few months, first teeth, hair cuts, trying to walk!!! Ughh. It's all a little overwhelming! But I can really see the Lord in everything!!! :) 


So thankful for the Lord's continue blessings and faithfullness in my life. I know that He's for me and NOT against me!!!!!

Thank you for all you're prayers and your continued support of my decisions in life...

I love you all!!! SO MUCH! :)



Prayer Requests:
For the Anniversary of the Placement Day on December 31st
A big Donation for Debts, so I can move on in life! :)
A Fulltime Job at Mercy Ships.
For me emotional status! :)


xoxo 
jordan